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Originally Posted by choc e-Claire

I've come to a conclusion on my thoughts: I want to take drugs, but I don't want any of my friends to.

i’d be very careful given your psychological stresses. i don’t mean to scare you, but you seem to be a high risk for a bad reaction. set and setting matter *a lot*. sure, everyone needs a religious experience, but how about going slow? maybe a couple of beers with a friend or two will be, you know, nice and relaxing and manageable.