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all my mates i hung out with in the school days are smackheads now. im not sure how many of them died as i washed my hands of them a long while back. i know of at least 3 people from my year at school who have died from smack or been killed because of it.
the point is, when we were kids, we did everything together, we started drinking together, smoking together then into drugs. i smoked weed with them for years, then they started smoking heroin. i also started that but i had common sense, i left em behind, moved to the other side of the city with my band mates.
last time i saw em they were knicking from safeways, flogging the stuff, buying smack, running home, cooking up, shooting up, falling asleep with the needle still in the arm, waking up, kinicking from safeways, etcetc.
they are pathetic fucks. i have no sympathy. i used to have respect for them as they were my mates, but now i dont have a fucking shred of respect for them.
they seems to convince themselves that they were hard done by, that they had it worse than everyone else. one kinds gran died and anothers parents were getting divorced, so suddenly nobody understands and nobodys life is worse than theirs.
ha. what cunts. everyones life is like this...is it not? sick family members, death, parents all ffkd up. its life.
so basicaly, i reckon that if you wake up with one ear, all stomped and fucked up on charlie in some dirty aleyway, you didnt end up there by accident.
but,
unless we're missing something, he didnt deserve it. nobody does. if he fucked someone over then maybe yes, but just because he takes coke doesnt mean he deserves it.
if you havnt taken coke then im sure someone very close to you has or does, and do they deserve to be beaten like that?
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