[Alex's Trip]

I know it isn't a big deal here, but it is a big deal to me.

I'm gay

I suppose I've known for a while, but I never wanted to accept it. Not that I had a problem with gays, I just couldn't really come to terms with being one. I couldn't deal with the idea of what my friends and family would do, so I just rejected the idea that I was gay, and figured that my attraction to guys was just a phase. But I'm far beyond the possibility of a phase. I've had these feelings for 3 years now and I'm finally starting to accept it.

I know it is cheesy and stupid to come out on a forum, but I got to start somewhere.