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I used to be really popular and had lots of friends. Yeah, I hung out with lots of scene kids but they were nice people. I really enjoyed myself with them, but they all just suddenly got really uncaring. Three of them got hooked on ecstacy, one's only 13 years old, and she had unprotected sex with a guy 7 times in a row when she was 12, and another is now getting help for her addiction. The last one quit before it got bad, and just smokes cigarettes, but she's still always really sad and never content. That leaves me to my last close friend in that group, who totally ditched me for this attractive immigrant chick, which he got totally whipped and just left me for her (if you remember "joey" from the board, he used to be a scene dude). So I'm left with barely any friends, but I'd rather have barely any than have those people. I'm way too caught up with schoolwork to even do anything else. I wish I had more time to post because I always used to, and I wish I had the time to recreate Groundwater. So I really don't have time for friends anyway, so once I find time I guess I'll make more. I'm always stuck here in front of my computer designing poster layouts and practicing Javascript while drinking protein shakes and listening to Os Mutantes. I'm sick of it.
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