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I am in a sort of a puzzled situation these days. I am spending Christmas holidays and the time until New Year with my father only, because our mom died earlier this year and I do not want him to be on his own for this fragile times of year. So I spend most part of these days sitting at home listening to him talking and talking and talking and talking and talking, coz he's just this talkative sort of a person by nature and always has been, but now he's left alone at home he needs to let it all out and just say any random shit that's happened to him for the time we haven't seen each other (like 3 months or so). And it so fucking exhausting and it's sucking all of my energy out but I just know that I need to be there for him.

So I just keep listening.