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pretty depressing thread people. but isn't that just what nye is? depressing. that's why it's so important to get fucked (or have great sex . . . are they the same thing?) . . . yeah, the truth is noone likes new year's eve because you have to get off yr ass and do something about . . . you don't really care but something . . .anything . . just so that when someone asks you've got something to say. i'm never in the mood for it. the very fact that everyone feels we have to have a great time depresses the shit outta me . . . it always fails . . is always a let down . . . constant knowledge that another year has gone . . we're edging closer to it . . . to what? . . . you fucking know damn well what! . . . but it can't be uttered . .. so let's party and forget all about it and revel in our brilliance that all we did was survive another one for another year . . . oh fuck. sorry.
anyway, yes a coupla mates invited me to their little gathering of talk and music and drink and drugs. by about six we were steadily getting pissed on beers and rose wine when the pills appeared . . . these fucked me up sufficiently to carry on drinking . . . which i did at crazy lengths (on a virtual empty stomach) lots of chomping chatter . . then out came the mushrooms and the japanese whisky . . . fuck knows when midnight happened but we weren't gonna let that shit interfere with our talk. the morning ended slumped in front of akira (for visuals) sigur ros and mono (for sound) and that terrible jap whisky to accompany the weed. it was very japanese and it fucked me over more than anything. the jap whisky had english translated label and the mono cd had english song titles and when the music went quiet you could clearly hear the english dubbing on the movie,made us laugh hard. i did feel cheated though. . .. . . i've just got out of bed. and begin a new job tomorrow teaching english. jesus!
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