Tokolosh, you're the film buff, I thnk you may appreciate the film 2:37.
http://www.abc.net.au/triplej/review/film/s1721967.htm
It was lile a 19 year old guy who wrote and directed the film. He wrote it in a 36 hour stint or whatever, after a failed suicide attempt himself. It's made on a low budget and it's very reminiscent of Gus Van Sants Elephant. But for such a low budget, and an unknown cast, it reaches the heights of Elephant. It's really a powerful film.
I mean, you might not like it, but I think it's a film worth checking out.