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So, i've been having this really weird recurring dream and its been bugging the hell out of me and i cant get more than 4 hours of sleep.
i was wondering what you guys think it might mean or if any of y'all know anything i can do to stop these dreams.
i'll go to bed, and have a wonderful beautiful dream.
i'll wake up 4 hours into my sleep (real life) and look around my room.
i'll have difficulty going to sleep for 20-30 minutes
then, i'll finally fall asleep, feeling like im still awake but with my eyes closed.
now dreaming, i'll get up out of my bed and walk around
i try to turn on the lights but i cant
the fan is still on, but the lights dont work
i'll go to the hallway and the lights wont work
i start to freak out and i realize im dreaming
so, like a dream within a dream, i start trying to move around my bed (in another dream, where i feel like its reality)
i have great difficulty waking up (out of my first dream, into my second dream)
sometimes my whole body becomes paralyzed(in my new dream).
i try to move my limbs but they refuse to move, i can only move my eyes.
It is during this weird stage that i feel this intense creepiness,
as if someone is standing beside me and watching me struggle to move but I can't turn to see them.
i cant seem to open my eyes and i cant seem to have control of my body
i just want to wake up
then, in this new dream, it happens again
except its slightly different, because it feels a bit more "real"
this happens 3-4 times until i FINALLY wake up from this string of dreams.
i try watching tv for 10 minutes and going back to sleep only to find it happens once again.
im terrified of going back to sleep.
honestly, i dont know why this dream is so scary
theres no monsters, deaths, or anything
theres just something really fucking creepy about it.
so, what do y'all think?
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