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you will find yourself hearing that same thing you've said a million times . youve got to find a way to appreciate whats around you while youre in it , while not keeping too far off your discontent , using it to figure out a way to not be overdrawn (student loans ?? ) and sneak away some cash to run away . i try to do this all the time and im terrible at it . i try to get the shit-wheel rolling and accomplish a small thing...even if its to fuckign finish one damn school paper . when this happens, i get a slight bit motivated, and run with it . next thing you know im up all nigiht painting and doing things that give me satisfaction . but its hard to get out of a rut - a self-defeating attitude will perpetuate itself to no end .
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