[fishmonkey]

i have to say i tried it too, but it was a long time ago, my Dad sussed me out and to be honest, it all got a little embarrasing then, its not the answer at all and while sometimes i do kinda have a sick fantasy of playing "brother james" or "the diamons sea" (full length version of course!) at my funeral, life is far too precious to me these days and somehow i'm at the stage i was at when i was 10 again, there just aint enough hours in the day for me, sure i get depressed every so often and some days more than others, but you gotta hang on man, life is for livin, not for ending before your time