[PunkerViolence]

The only time ive ever thought about killing myself, is just to find out what is beyond life. Its somethin everyone wants to know, but is something that we have to wait to find out. As for being genuinely depressed and suicidal, i cant say i have. Ive had my share of problems and family issues, and a fucked childhood, but never contemplated actully ending it all. Ther is always a way to resolve a problem. But, as originally said in the first post, ive done things that i think make things so much worse. I do things that are bad, and that i regret, and im self concious and paranoid about the way i act. When i realise to myself that im much different from my peer group, it makes me feel odd, outcasted and mentally akward. I know im a strange person, socially and mentally...and im kinda fine with that....ive been described as Too deep inside my own self.