[gmku]

I think you've mentioned this before, Sy, and I hate to sound redundant, but as I've said before, depression is nothing to mess around with. Forget self-medicating, and go see your physician. It's often medically based, and a simple prescription will help. Or your physician might refer you to a psychiatrist or other professional. But PLEASE don't try to handle this by yourself.

You wouldn't try home remedies for appendicitis, or if you were dying of cancer. This is just as serious, and shouldn't be trusted to homespun remedies you read about in an Internet forum, no matter how well intentioned they may be.

See a doctor soon.