[Washing Machine]

Originally Posted by luxinterior

I don't like my friends either, but not really for the reasons you've listed. The bad part is that I have no desire to make new ones because it always turns out the same way.

One of my pet peeves is when I hear people say that they are bored, and this is what my friends do constantly every time we're together, which thankfully isn't often anymore, though that may change this summer. They complain about being back in Washington when they could be having more fun on their school campus. They're always slagging me off for some reason or another...it's childish. I think maybe that's my problem with them in general, is that they can't just grow up, and they're just about the least interesting sort of people to talk to. One friend in particular, I just realized on Sunday when we were together, is very predictable and has nothing to contribute to anything, and the whole time I was with her I just wanted to go home and work on my essays for class the next day.

Another friend of mine has changed for the worse since going to college. Before, she was always the best person to talk to, my best friend without a doubt. Very open-minded and non-judgmental, and had interests that were different from my own though we still enjoyed each other's tastes. And now she's got herself a truly retarded boyfriend, and she has become the female version of this loser, and has no interests or goals of her own anymore. She likes everything that he likes, and she changed her major to his, and it's all really frightening and I absolutely hate talking to her now, it makes me ill.

Those are really the only two that matter because in the past they were better friends to me than anyone else. The others aren't that great anymore either, but they still irritate me less than these two.

I don't like most people at all. I find the middle-of-the-roadness of most people irritating. I can't stand ordinary folk. Luckily I have really great friends thats share my sense of humour and always have something fresh to say. Lux its extremely easy to be negative about relationships, but you must remember they are two-sided. People are not perfect you will always find faults as will people find faults in you. The only way to enjoy people's company is to let go. That goes for all kind of relationships romantic or otherwise. My problem is I feel like everytime someone opens their mouth nothing but utter verbalised shit comes out and im constantly biting my tongue.