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Originally Posted by SpectralJulianIsNotDead
I find that I'm too nice to my friends and the end up taking advantage of it- then I snap and I'm angry at them for awhile, then everything gets better for awhile. The cycle repeats until it is utterly ridiculous and then I stop talking to them.
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The exact same thing happens to me. I was raised to always be polite, and I end up blending into the wrong crouds so I'll feel more comfortable in their environment, which I shouldn't. Then we become friends, they do something that I really don't like/ take advantage of me, I get angry, and it repeats until I don't talk to them anymore.
I've been through a lot of crowds lately, and nothing that I can really enjoy. The group of people that I really loved not long ago all got into MDMA and Ketamine, and now one dropped out of high school and went to rehab, one has been having constant unprotected sex and she's very young, and I don't know about the rest.
Another group I hang out with are really nice people, but for some reason are at good terms with a couple of rapists that I know, and the group is connected to the Dawson Shooting guy (a friend of a friend of mine). They're nice people, just they hang out with people that are scary.