[atari 2600]

Whatever. I leave this forum completely at times for a couple of days and, sometimes for up to a couple of weeks at a stretch and it's been that way ever since this new forum started.

You do not, !@#$%!.

You, if you're planning to go somewhere and you're gonna be off for awhile, let everyone know about it. You document every dumb record or whatever you buy and every little thing you do...what you eat, where you go, all that asinine shit. You play the game, participate in all the dumb threads and jackoffery and you fucking love it.

I feel compelled to do none of these things on such a regimented, regular basis.

Of course, you won't answer this damning indictment which is a valid rebuttal to your typical bullshit.

What is it with you (and so many others) and your childish fascination with the lie? Excuse me, but I'm just wondering (& hence, I'm fishing) how borderline of a personality you are with all the shape-shifting.

Then again, I don't feel I belong here, so yeah, I'm partly to blame for just being me. Which is sad, since I'm obviously without a doubt one of the band's biggest fans.

As such, I've never been able to quite shake the outrage I've felt that the forum has always more-or-less sucked. It's unfortunate that even a Sonic Youth messageboard is so overrun with nincompoops that offer so precious little stimulation. I realize this one is better than many boards, but it's so awful here that there is a definite tendency I've observed whereby if something intellectually stimulating does perchance start to organically occur, then it doesn't take very long for some impious, miscreant doofus to come in and muck up everything. But I just tell myself, "that's life," and try to remind myself that life cannot conform to my expectations, i.e., people will always be, by-and-large, lame. I try to deal with it, and usually do, but when someone gets confrontational because I was too acerbic with my truth-telling, and maybe just a degree too wittingly abrasive at times, it just sets me off. I am, after all, human.