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oh. im burnt out from work/home obligations, things that seem to never end, books that need stacking, frames that need hanging, bills that need paying & projects that need getting finished. there is so much crap to do that when i want to do 1 i can't stop thinking about the other 20 that need doing, and what should i do first, blah blah blah.

i need a fucking vacation. of course this means i'd come back to an even bigger backlog of shit that needs doing, plus a smaller bank account.

grrrr..........