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i dunno, i don't really get sad about life falling apart anymore. i don't cry at funerals, either: i accept that death is a part of life, and life is just that: life. nothing more, nothing less. No reason to get tore up over what happens. We're all going to die anyway. Why build up this complex, amazing foundation for your life just for it to end when you die? Just accept everything as it is, be happy when provoked, be a bit sad when provoked, but... just accept that nothing is probably going to matter next week, and certainly nothing at all will matter when we're dead. That's how I live my life, just accepting things as it hits me and realizing that there's no reason to get torn up anymore. I used to go, "I'm going to fucking kill myself!!" like most teeangers.. I realize that that's stupid. I mean, killing yourself doesn't really matter, but it doesn't solve anything either. Nothing does. No matter how much we fucking sob, the problem will still be there.
My motto in life is this: When growth stops, decay starts. Remember that.
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