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Originally Posted by EMMAh

Because I've been debating for the past two weeks or so whether I should put him down or not. I hate that he's my pet so I have to make the choice. I'll always wonder whether he could have lived longer with some quality of life or not. It's just so hard to tell with him if he's in pain or not. That's the thing. I think it's time though, better now than waiting until something really bad happens to him that will make me hate myself even more.

i see, you have a tough decision to make and you hate yourself for not being able to make up your mind?

well, as far as i can tell, you care a great deal about your pet, and you're taking responsibility, so you're doing the best you can. for that alone i'd give you props.

if you feel your going back and forth was harming him, self-loathing won't help you though. but you've made up your mind, so it's alright. yes it will be tough, but making decisions and living with the consequences is part of growing up. welcome to the club.