same here Hayden, i've forced myself staying clean, bit the bullet, swallowed the key. i was able to get my hands on a little some last night but somehow i did not enjoyed it that much ive expected.
i might be fucked but i think *somehow* i'm unable to feel normal w/out some intoxicant by my side.
just make sure you don't mess with H or too much opiates.
i'd like to have some of them oxys though... dare to help?
PS
You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to HaydenAsche again.
ha!