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Only when I'm not delusional. As long as most of my existence is buoyed by grand delusions of one kind or another, I'm okay. When they start collapsing, I see through illusions. So yes and no.
At the moment, I think I'm a bit disillusioned about the value of my old career (prior to becoming a freelancer). It feels like I made no difference at all. Former coworkers have virtually forgotten about me, and everything I did for at least the past 8 years seems to have vanished like dust in the wind.
At least now I can work and make no difference all by myself instead of sharing it with cubicle pod people.
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Ever notice how this place just basically, well, sucks.
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