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Originally Posted by screamingskull
I really hate all of this, all of this is really upsetting me, life is no short for all of this. I wish that i could just be honest, but i won't, i will sit back and carry on as if i feel nothing, and he won't know that the ball is in his court. Nothing will happen, probably because i don't deserve it, i haven't in the past, why would i now? Is it fate? Luck? Karma?
i really don't know what to do
i am confused
he is confusing me
he has a girlfriend
he loves his girlfriend
he is committed
although he is leading me on
are we more than friends?
probably not
he is not like this with other females
not like this at all
are we just best friends?
can you ever be best friends with the opposite sex?
how do i really feel about him?
is there any chance what so ever for me and him?
why have my friends found partners and i have not?
is there something seriously wrong with me?
why have i not found a partner yet?
all of my friends have had serious long term relationships
some have had more than one, on two!
am i being punished?
is this Karma?
is he my university romance?
my parents met at university
it seems to be a meeting ground for couples
will his long distance relationship last?
do long distance relationships ever work?
how does he feel about me?
will i ever have what my friends have?
am i doing something wrong?
if so, what should i be doing?
what will the future hold for me and him?
will this be another "learning experience" (aka, my relationship with Alec the asshole)
will he leave the university to be closer to his girlfriend?
what does she have that i don't have?
does she have nothing, but he met her first?
why has he singled me out of my entire class?
thats a lot of people, why me?
confused in the rainy suburbs.
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You should just marry me and we can move to Egypt and be cotton farmers on the Nile River delta.
That's actually pretty much what my open letter would look like to several different girls.
"marry me and lets move some place ridiculous and make a living on a horrible job"
usually it is alaska to become lumberjacks, sometimes it is "whereever the train takes us to be a drifter"