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I've been sober for a few days now, and hope to remain so for the rest of my life (gulp).
Here's a secret for everybody: it fucking rules. If your bored sober, then you're boring. There's so much to do that I couldn't do before (concentrate, etc.). I was worried music wouldn't sound as good, or that I wouldn't want to play my guitar at all. Didn't happen. Seriously, this was an epiphany: I don't need drugs to enjoy music. Blew my mind when I found that out.
I feel pretty good. Then I get depressed, but I love that, too. It's real. Everything's real.
Yes, I'm under a pink cloud now.
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