I commented after reading others' posts...mine was a general thought(about the average overweight lazy junkfood american taking ritalin at 7, prozac at 15, zoloft at 21, xanax in his 30's), while yours is a very personal statement, and I'm sorry you feel like that.
I hope you'll be in good hands tomorrow, and you will manage to pass this stage also with a little of your strenght.
those pills just balance molecules to find receptors and other interesting things...but you can also play an active role by "training" those circuits.
plus, as I know, sideeffects from hardons to sleep can be under control, if you dont mess around with the dose and dont skip days...
depression is such a widespread beast, so it has to do with others, and yes, society. internet forums, role play games, bittorrents don't help at all.
I'm weird, ha.
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