[_slavo_]

Chin up buddy,

there are worse things like that. I don't mean to sound cruel, but you'll get over it. Take advantage of your disease, read a lot, make some music, take some time to just think about stuff - do not consider your solitude as a burden, but rather a temporary relief from everyday rush.

But not having anyone to take care of you sucks though. You have many friends crypto, shit, just pick up the phone and call someone.