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original attraction? he's super fucking funny and makes me laugh every. single. day. it's mean sense of humor too. he's also really smart. that's really about it. i learn stuff and i laugh, but i never get to say a word. he's a narcissist. i hardly ever call him. he calls me about 10 times a day. he calls to even tell me he's going to take a shit.
but you're right. you're totally right. i don't need it. i know this. just have a bitch of a time letting it go. i think it's a habit. i hate change. i've tried before, but i think i have a chance this time because he's going away for 5 months. that'll put some distance between us. despite how... not well.. he treats me... i still feel bad leaving him. then he'll have no one.
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