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For me it means that I actually have to watch what I spend and save money for the future which is something that I've never been able to do properly, at least in any "adult" sense. I feel embarrased for squandering so very much, whether it be money or talent or whatever. The shame has been with me for quite some time, but I'm only now really acknowledging it and beginning to accept what I have to do about it.
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