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By not telling me for so many years due to what was obviously their own shame they put some of that into me, I'm sure, but again, I don't feel it on a day-to-day conscious level. I don't think what my mother did by having me illegitimately ("illegitimately" according to society) was all that wrong like they obviously do. But, then again, it does explain a whole lot about possible origins of dualisms in my own personality and certain (very obvious to myself) self-destructive tendencies.
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