Im very sorry to hear this.
This is actually strange considering my dad died last december 22nd of the same thing. He had never even been in a hospital. He was 50 years old. I'll tell you more if it'd make you feel better but I doubt it would. My dad was my rock
edit-the most important thing for you to do is be there for your mom and siblings. Don't worry about being strong, just be there for them.
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