im now sober, id much rather deal with my problems with chemicals at a young age than 5 years from now when ive fucked up every aspect of my life. some people can have some drinks and be social and happy, others can not. one beer for me became a black out charachterized by the need for endless apologies to friends, parents, etc.., or even more often, cocaine, or pills. so, instead of goin on like this rationalizing it with "im still young", and potentially flunking out of school, i decided to get my shit together and focus on other things that make me happy, writing, creating noise, reading, film, sex, etc... and im all the better for it. theres certainly no age limit on addiction.
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