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all i know is, that the first time i smoked pot i got all introspective when i didn't want to be like that and i didn't like it. on the other hand, i was about to beat the living crap out of some asshole that crossed the line, if i hadn't smoked, i would have sent somebody to the hospital.
subsequent times, i've felt nothing, i smoke and smoke and smoke and nothing at all, i get more fucked up with marlboro lights.
speed i'll try to avoid because it sounds as too perfect of a drug for me (i have sleeping disorders and had full blown up insomnia in high school); if i find something that will make me awake and with energy for a long time then i'll probably won't stop. at the same time, i'm aware of the effects it produces, becoming a lunatic nightmare and whatnot, i don't want to end up like that, that's why i'm staying away from it.
now, excuse me, i need to go to the store for smokes...
ps: the last time i toked, i was with these guys and they were like "maaaaaaaaaaan you know what would be perfect? let's put on some pink floyd man!!!!". and they went on to put pink floyd..."confortably numb", "wish you were here", their fucking greatest hits!!! and sometimes they would play the song three or four times in a row because they kept forgetting they were listening to it!!! i seriously wanted to kill myself.
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