Quote:
Originally Posted by sarramkrop
I've honestly tried anything in the world that would protect me. I can't help but feeling powerless sometimes. I know someone who somehow might even seem like he's had it worse than myself and who I can talk to in a different way than anyone else. It's just really, fucking hard. Really fucking hard. I don't want to die of a heartbreak.
|
i'm not sure how much i want to post here about this but i'll try.
first, the good news is that you probably won't die of a heartbreak. you have too many good instincts on your side.
second is that recognizing that powerlessness is good-- i know i sound like a 12-stepper but i mean it. these are things and feelings you can't control. the way to deal with them is not by putting a leash on them but by opening up & letting them through. having a friend to share (you mention someone in your post) is a good thing. don't expect answers, just, let it out, then be kind to yourself & let yourself get better.