i had my first beer when i was twelve, my first cigarette at 13, by the time i was 14 i was sick of it because everybody in school was getting drunk on the weekends and drunk driving, i thought it was retarded and i really didn't want to be like them at all, so i kept clean.
but i wasn't straight edge, mainly because i didn't know what straight edge was, secondly i wanted to be me, not be some guy who was a punk or a metalhead or a goth or shit like that, i didn't want to belong. i didn't tell people what to do either, i couldn't care less about people.
on my last year of high school, i started smoking and would drink every once in a while, it wasn't like a hard set of rules .
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