[fishmonkey]

go, but if you feel its gonna be awkward dont, nobody should ever feel "awkward" its a big self-doubt feeling and you should not have to go thru it unless its nessessary, it might look bad if you felt "awkward" at a family wedding or something but if you didnt go it would look worse... so fuck it, if your gonna feel awkward screw em. Although - what really gets my goat is when people "borrow" CD's there is no return spring..i.e you dont get em back, CD's are expensive enough in todays society and if i were you i'd go with the chance of getting these CD's back as my main priority. As for planning a band or what not, dont bother with these people, i dont mean to be rude but i think their main priority was to get CD's or whatever they can off you and thats it.. they would not be very reliable in a "band format" so go Everyneurotic, get your Cd's back for one and keep these people at arms length..

go in and think..."what can i do for this party..."