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Originally Posted by Cantankerous
so i made a thread for this because we dont ever get real serious here. basically just to discuss mental conditions and the like.
don't read this if you don't want to:
historically ive never been very open about it but recently ive been in a very bad way for absolutely no good reason. so tonight i threw some things in a bag and got a guitar and now im staying in the chelsea hotel, completely reduced to browsing the internet on iphone or watching bad tv/dvds and sitting up in bed chain smoking. and like on the verge of tears every second for no reason.
i dont want to go to england or anywhere anymore. and if i dont go (family obligation) a lot of people might be disappointed but i feel like they probably won't be. fuck it.
probably i think i have bipolar disorder
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i feel like that fairly regularly cantanky, i get severe depression which is a side effect of some of the drugs i am on for my other condition. i can stay in my house for four days and not talk to anyone and it is near impossible to even go to the shop and get a coffee. so i just sit smoking and playing my guitar or keyboard and sleep, not much i can do and it comes from nowhere. then i wake up one day and it is gone and all feels normal again, friends really don't help but i can recommend seeing a psychologist.