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I've felt this way before. I'm not sure what brings it about by sometimes I do long for things to happen to me. Sometimes I feel guilty when I think about people who have had things happen to them or have a some sort of illness and feel like they're more worthy of the health I have. But most of the time I just start feeling bad and I wish something terrible would happen to me for no reason. Can't say if it's about the attention I would recieve afterwards though.
As of the last year I've been pretty detached from any sort of social interactions. When I went to school everyday, it was more like a surreal experience; sortof dreamlike like I wasn't really there, I don't know. I started getting those strong feelings, though. But I really don't think I would ever act on any of it.
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