it sounds like Alex's Trip (& others) are so incredibly lazy that they wish for a way out of working for a living.
counting your blessings would be a place to begin to control such urges. i'm certain that handicapped people would take great offence to your post, Alex's Trip.
if one has, however, opened up pathways to the unconscious it can be like playing with fire. one must assume responsibility to self-knowledge, or else deal with self-destructive impulses. being self-destructive myself, i know about this subject. the unconscious can cause one to seek suffering to further manifest itself to the conscious mind.
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