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It takes a lot of effort to change yourself. I know by experience as well. I spent most of my childhood and adolescent in a depressing state. I finally decided to get help and better myself.

I also realized I wasn't a mainstream person, and most likely will never be. I am fine with that. You just have to look within yourself and work what needs to be work and leave what doesn't need to be changed.


edit- Therapy really helped me out a lot. It made me focus on the kinks of my life. If you can afford one you should take it.