[Alex's Trip]

And I don't even know how to get that across to them.

I've tried, and they just give me some "You are so spoiled" shit. Apparently material comfort erases my emotional capacity.

And don't go saying that I do/did drugs because of emotional problems. It was fun. But I guess I can't say I did the pain killers for fun. Some of it was definitely because of them.

I won't be surprised if they read this. Hi, Benny, Hi Susan! I resent you! Hahaha