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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
The amount of time you spend on drugs is certainly not questionable . The concern might be that if you are only surrounding yourself around certain people to socialize to do certain activities , will you start to wonder if you cant socially funtion AT ALLLLLLL unless youre high ? You would get used to the routine and freak out at anything different . From there , you might start to leak that burden into other social life aspects , such as social interaction with family and work and all.....why not take the pressure off the way you do on weekends ?? You dont have to of course, and i hate to sound like a generalized advert , but thats where the line can begin to blur .
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You've actually hit it right on the head there. My main worry is that I will become socially dependant on drugs, I mean, I can socially function, meet people etc whilst sober- but I am so much 'better' at it whilst on drugs or mildly drunk. Its a real fucking worry for me, I'm going to Uni in a month, so I guess there I will have to meet people and socialise stone cold sober. I'm going to find it very testing. Often whilst sober, but not always, I feel awkward, boring and just plain unhappy. Drugs are a comfort and they eleviate these feelings albeit briefly, however I do not yet feel I am dependent on any substance socially.