it's interesting comparing situations with other people because how any particular drug affects one person to the next can vary so widely
like me, i don't have a job or a kid to take care of or rent to pay or any really serious responsibilities to worry about so i could be strung out like it was a full time job with no really heavy repercussions other than making a bit of a dent in my bank account...i don't know how anyone with a responsibility to anything, much less multiple responsibilities on a daily basis, can manage to be a drug addict. that takes some skill.
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Originally Posted by alteredcourse
TINH Alright, then given very forgiving and accepting social ties , do you think you are afraid of.....liking the drugs too much ? Of going somewhere you wouldnt want to put them , somewhere you dont think they would go ?
Is there a space there reserved for genuine curiosity - could you allow yourself to explore these times and push your peronal boundaries ?
Or is this a way to avoid aggravating social development ?
shentov - you have a lonesome habit , except for some friends , yours is bigger but they are going down ?
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i'm honestly not afraid of anything like that. the worst that could happen is that i could OD and die, and i'm not afraid of dying and if i die tomorrow, so be it. i'm trying to enjoy life, not live in fear of death and what may or may not come after.