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Hahaha thanks.
I really do love her and I hate to sound so indifferent but I've learned to not place importance on almost anything in life, because shit never... it's not that it never turns out "right", it's that it always turns out completely different than what I expected. Which may be right or wrong depending on how I feel about it at the time.
I just don't want to repeat the mistakes that people in the past have made, I don't want to fall so deep into love that it's ridiculous.. I mean, to fall so deep that I'd KILL myself if she left me.. seems silly... she pisses and shits and farts and bleeds and has bad breath and every other silly and gross thing like everyone else, she's not a perfect specimen, no one is.. that doesn't mean I don't love her. Just that I'll never be so obsessed with her that if she leaves me I'd be done with dating or whatever.
There are waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more girls (52% of the world!) than guys. So, no matter what, I'm sure I can find a short haired girl who wears lots of eyeliner and glasses. That's all I need.
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