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Well, as usual I've veered towards a single course that isnt overly frightening , as I dont have a lot of time or attention span/focus to really challenge myself these days. The area I always veer towards is English and Psychology/the Humanities.
Whenever I browse the Visual Arts dept page, I get very excited. I really wish I could learn how to make sculptures and learn what about what everyone is doing there. I want to learn how to take good photos. I want to explore personal expression and articulate concepts through all that stuff and learn how its done. Yet I dont have the slightest background in any of it and I really dont know what the hell is going on there. I have a huge fear of failure and that I just wont get it. I would hold onto a lump of wet clay in my hands until it melted onto the floor. Then get frustrated and kick the wad at the wall.
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