Ever notice after maintaining your composure through a series of harrowing events, you snap at something entirely small?
A relative of mine tried to kill themselves 3 times this week, and though I've been very worried and upset, I've maintained my composure and focus.
But I just opened a package that I ordered and they got the order wrong and now I feel completely overwhelmed by everything. I can't think straight. I'm angry, I'm depressed. . .
It's slightly comedic. . .
I feel like I'm having a Steve Martin or a Larry David or a Bill Murray moment or something. Except I'm not physically getting violent or verbally getting violent, the explosions in my head.
My head hurts.
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