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poll to com ein a minute
i am just thinking whatever you use, do you consider the consequences, or do you not care and just wish to have fun/drown yourself in inebriation to the point where you don't wanna have to feel responsible?
i think of this on two front with my drinking,
1 - when i was in the catskills for atp, i could drink as much as i wanted the first two days without worrying about anything but having a good time, and listening to great music and hanging out with friends and not having to drive made it that much easier, which allowed me to get more drunk then i had ever been on that friday evening
2 - on halloween, i wanted to go down and enjoy halloween in dc, but didn't want to drive, so i took the subway down, but after my night of excess and drunken debachery, knowing the metro was closed, i figured i could get a free cab ride with sober ride, but i fucked up, i dropped my phone in the toilet, and ended up stranded in downtown dc in the freezing cold til 4am when a cabbie would take me to my car miles north in md, by which time i was sober enough to drive, i kinda knew this risk going into the night but i still did it regardless
question is do you think before do, do you not care in care-free or nihlist sense, or just have your one drink and get up sing that song at the karoke that makes you laugh and call that your "lost weekend"?
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