i am in the exact same place. i want to do something in the arts, directing or writing, but i'm afraid i'm not as good as people have said i am. i don't want to be a waste. i'm a grade above you, and i'm in the same position grades-wise, i'm in the top percentile of my class. i have no idea what i'm really going to do once it's college time or college graduation time.
my goal in life is to get my ph.ds in psychology and something artsy if i can, but.. gah. i've considered just getting a degree in writing and becoming a flight attendant.
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fuck i'm frustrated, freaking out something fierce, would you help me? i'm hungry and i stuffer and i startle, i struggle and i stammer til i'm up to my ears in miserable quote unquote "art"
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