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After ten years since she last worked as a stripper, my wife has started doing it again for extra money.
I'm overall in support of this, because we need the money and it's led to an openness between us we've needed badly for a looong time. I'm seeing a side of her I'd always known was there somewhere (we've been together 8 years now) but not really visualized. The practice sessions have been amazing a led to some amazing sex that tops anything we'd experienced in all of our time together. I've found that her being an exhibitionist within set boundaries is something I not only can handle, but seem to really get into.
Of course I worry about those boundaries, but I worry more about her safety. Last night was actually her first night working and she came home a bit shocked at being reminded how hard of work it really is. I'm hoping she can move to a club closer to home, because currently she has a half hour drive, which is hard on both of us.
So yeah, I guess that'd be why I started this thread. Life is extremely weird feeling at the moment. More good than bad, but turned upside down (and money is bad enough that there is still bad for sure). Keep in mind that my wife had really moved beyond this earlier part of her life, and shown no interest in ever setting foot inside a club in our whole relationship. In fact, I've acted more conservative about a lot of sexual things than I am because I thought she would dislike my real desires. Turns out we've both been doing that for years, like fools really.
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