I've observed that while in elementary school I was extremely talkative with people, to the point of disciplinary action.
I spent every single day of 2nd and 3rd and 4th grade in the principals office for getting my red card pulled (which was the fifth card in the card pulling system) for talking out of turn..
My grades were always high, my test scores even higher, and my interest to learn exceptional. I read endless piles of books, like I do to this day..
HOWEVER!
those motherfuckers broke my socialization skills..
they continually discouraged socializing and talking to strangers and making new friends for me in elementary school so that by middle school I had learned through conditioning just to sit there and be quiet and read my book, and so now as an adult that is what I have learned to do, and making new friends is even a frightening experience sometimes..
I have had to spend my entire adult life recalibrating their brainwash drama and resocializing myself to meet new people..
bastards!
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