sway was right, find something that would amuse you and make you feel productive.
I mean, get a portable recording device, walk around the countryside, record sounds and make a kickass field recording ambient record. or get an old camera in the pawn shop and try to make some nice pictures.
You know, my life is a routine too. Everyone's life is a routine, pretty much (except crypto's). The thing is, you have to find ways to escape the dullness and make your life a bit more colourful. What I do to escape the 9-to-5 work life plus bore on weekends, is that I make music, I read, I take long trips with my girlfriend, I try to take pictures, I travel whenever I have enough time and money to do so, etc etc.
Life's in your hands, man.
Why don't you find new mates at your school? Why don't you start a band or something?
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