Idk I think from now on I am just hijacking this thread partially, it could be helpful for me too. I haven't really done anything creative in a while. I used to write. Maybe that's why I've been stuck in such a rut sort of. Like there is this point where nothing I enjoy is enjoyable anymore, I pick up a book to read or just anything material like that, and it doesn't interest me. I don't really have many friends either so maybe that's also part of it. I try to make friends at least, though it doesn't really work out, even if I try to be friendly. I don't really get what I'm doing wrong because more liekly than not I'll show much more interest in the other person than myself, so it isn't that I'm.. self-centered or something.
I don't know. I'm 19, so like I dunno if that factors into this? Maybe it's just teenage angst and things will start looking up eventually.
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