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Also, I recorded a new song today and it was fucking awesome. It sounds like Secret Chiefs 3 remixed by Throbbing Gristle. I loved it. It set a dangerous precent. So, after 4 hours of working on it, I just deleted it. I was like "man.. this song rules... I dunno about it though..." I got weird vibes from it. Whenever I listen to music I've made that I really like, I feel bad... I think it's because I listened to one of my albums on acid and I was like, "I don't even remember how I did that!" And I started hearing all these voices in my head, people telling me I couldn't ever do something that good again and so on. SO, now, if I make something I love too much, I tend to fuck it up or delete it on purpose. I don't know why. Just something I've been doing lately. I want my music to not be so obvious and simple. I want it to be messy and sloppy. But not intentionally. I want to keep playing stuff I can't even play, making songs that are impossible for even me to figure out. Sure, I can play some catchy little riffs and have a nice little hook here or there but that's just too fucking obvious. So, I deleted it.
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